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calm as things better not to tell

by Grosser

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1.
god damn homie, what i’m feeling bad for? like what i’m feeling sad for? god damn homie, what i’m feeling bad for? like what i’m feeling sad for? loosen up, there’s too much stuffed I took too much show up stormy, don’t see nothing for me how they gon complain? to rearrange the strange? they want to know my pain i ask if they insane, hit a blunt first i don’t trust nobody’s blood work in and out of her like a cuss word, fuck worth make em suffer, what’s first? pills with the number send chills to the lover i swear that the point of this shit is to make em fucking wonder god damn god damn god damn homie, what i’m feeling bad for? like what i’m feeling sad for? bitch if you were catching on you’d be banging ever song skip and risk to miss what’s going on you’re blowing off with brevity, heavenly tripping over density, dreadfully the pedigree tendency is to be in cyphers endlessly when all i see is jealousy they leave without the empathy my enemies steal mental energy that remedy the leprosy tendencies that leave you stuck in revelry searching for the weaponry shit’s a fucking felony chemically my specialties collectively gain steadily and endlessly with memory pain fill em with antifreeze kill em blend em with dinner then spill em it’s hard to disguise i’m a villain i’m burnt with the lies that you grilling dead spilling a victim with vision im chillin, im chillin
2.
hold hegemony master commander in his 70’s he’s over hills like Beverly in the Serengeti, counting fetti, loose like confetti pinch n pop, peach leaves stocked hollow like the soul be, cold beef righteous, court appointed holies Honor isn’t, district decision collision office overloading payments zero colon broken transaction you mirage you sleep you eat you time out it’s fine out come find out focus water soaked brow opens feel iris stark soaking blown and choked on the TV slam the repeat gauge what the scene need pig city obedience unresponsive seaweed girlies green tea you flat line i see in 3d
3.
no overdose when the throat close boatloads simple low groans i bike home, nikes on no lights on at the domicile stay alone awhile what they made me? with shady creatures lately face me see the shaking, always aching place me back for safety lately crazy options feel amazing he chose a different payment lose or pin the pages want y’all just to listen like they did sike like i did, with all eyes lit all bright iris spies it memorize nine lying giants can’t describe tried it over smiling mayans, hiding vibrant i’m collecting every answer in private metaphor a tiger can threaten from behind ya only shape shifter chilling in the back room girlie taste the ash too, looking bad too watching her groom the slash wounds leave the bank b, booking for a stank piece got the quap like thanks please info not for public thanking wrap it up quick, i dust it you trust lies in public, that’s disgusting come quick the spot scalding heat involving makeshift wrong things i’m with budda in his whip honking everybody symptom to a long sting head haunting, falling through i’m over critical magical mystical color of imperial for real steer clear if you hear me though i’m screaming but they still don’t fear me though swear by sweat stains that neck pain injecting my left brain peak intuition detecting one life a rumor if you measure it fooled too schooled for rulers i be kinda clever bitch ice salt dripped on your brain tumor evade a cage ageless, i’m a late bloomer
4.
i’m unable to see factories of mastery surrounding all the castles with the pretty princess fallacy faking drinking daiquiris the lack of these indulgent human beings the truth is gone so harass the kids, grasp to mask the fears accent at last appears in passions here psychopath desensitized to murder she aint special i wrestle with those kind of thoughts sense perceive the devil spreading sticky rumors escalate to lower levels disrespectful son now you missing on your medals i’m golden to the soul to the soul to the soul i’m golden to the soul, golden golden to the soul i’m golden to the soul to the soul to the soul i’m golden to the soul, golden golden to the soul fixated on the permanent delta with the turbulence think of me just like a journalist with nervousness i’m a servant serpent spitting sermon shit that’s turbulent, disturbing bits these words can get determinate, defeating services suffocated fire couldn’t burn again we learning then the slash between the right/wrong obsess with facts like icons pawn for the strong to alleviate the masses couldn’t fathom this reaction frozen platinum isn’t action what’s that fashion? i’m lying flattened or a classic latin maxim surpassing, burning ashes total blindness in his glasses craving traction what just happened in a loco automotive like a boat is hydroplaning where you going?
5.
boy i’m coming from the back i don’t think that you can see me (i don’t think that you can see me) boy i’m coming from the back i don’t think that you can see me (i don’t think that you can see me) did you see him gassing? or cynical laughing? with limited passion, gut jerk reaction blood red what the funds said lined up with dumb heads intellect is scrawny intimidation punish, sit bench, Johnny now he jetting to the lobby shout out to the great ones introvert, put the cape on, used to the stage son paying with the fake funds, i get away with it on the daily cynical and hazy, i’m realistic with this maze life in and out of two fights never-ending doom flights that’s the kind that crash and burn, never learn same mistakes generate fists of cement and paint full past falling off the boulder i wish he wasn’t sober brain needs the closure present as he decides it should be over boy i’m coming from the back i don’t think that you can see me (i don’t think that you can see me) boy i’m coming from the back i don’t think that you can see me (i don’t think that you can see me) what’s it gonna take to believe me? it seems too easy, i see it through a screen see seek sloths out the mainstream not below these brain feeds, in and out of blank scenes focus for a second thanks please, need you here in mind peace leave me how you find me i don’t fucking mind g toe tendons flexing, that’s adrenaline reflection flexing over impressions, son i came to let the reckless show piecing how the puzzle go, no trail can’t follow those midas, got the golden flow, i’m floating scoring throws over boring prose forced closed for safety, more bones for daisies i’m fucking in the flowers bruh thinking how it sound to her (i’m thinking how it sound to her) boy i’m coming from the back i don’t think that you can see me (i don’t think that you can see me) boy i’m coming from the back i don’t think that you can see me (i don’t think that you can see me) i don’t think that you can see me i don’t think that you can see me
6.
bring it! lifetime equation endless decimals to repeating information blast the sacred we ain’t agents we just moving without causes how can you explain me exposing the flaws in all of these laws of physics? a shitty television could tell im hella wicked separate lives i’m living, hot as hell where i’m sitting lied to every single day just like a christian brain fed false oxygen on top of him veins pop constant with lots of pain stopping him from thinking real things force rocks and stain on top of him broke like coconut milk spilt on the front lawn of his dome golden cues missed their zone harass the neighbors when they’re home no silence when he’s gone he ain’t even bang on the drums though it’s just some mic skills for fun though, it’s cut throat dropping philo-contra-verse cursed with sludge-drenched hazy weight immersed in what the drain will say spitting up cause he don’t like it either pink ether, life fast motion in the theater plunge my audience offer hints or bullet calling altering my sponsorship for walking without confidence love of sadness thinker, quiet, tragic, break bad habits with laced plastic working slow addiction symptoms sans substance, i shriek for nothing next day exhausted put fangs in a hostage rope em up, tie em make em repeat lies crying take a second for attention i knock wood for her presence showing off the demon gift some seams to grip, see her leaning with she got a decent pic, that she leaving with polish off the heathen tip that he be hunting that’s repercussion punishment for dangerous instruction shit i stand and stare in silence screams “i’m gonna let her feel it” in triumph head is steady when i demonstrate that self-reflective violence
7.
they slow me down, they watch me go they slow me down, they watch me go (watch me go) they slow me down (slow me down) they watch me go (watch me go) i stay thinking about the same shit always on my brain it’s containing pain with punish payment, thoughts of rearrangement got no difference between life and these diseases that they be explaining what i’m popping for? same shit you cropping for a walking topic be plotting just what my coffin for they slow me down, they watch me go they slow me down, they watch me go (watch me go) they slow me down (slow me down) they watch me go (watch me go) maybe if i let this guard down y’all come near it maybe if i slow it down y’all will feel it i doubt it though counted out before dim and locked is where i’m bout to go i can’t see straight that function degrade she spit that gleam taste bile in it drips are rhythmic i see it shining off of her rocket red behind the shed sound and color of the nocuous words this ain’t what i chose to be closer to the folded papers that i was provoked to see cloaked on the bed, nurses staying close to me over poetry trooper while he be attacking this beg a shooter straight to the rabbit’s nest they slow me down, they watch me go they slow me down, they watch me go (watch me go) they slow me down (slow me down) they watch me go (watch me go)
8.
don’t really know how the hell i should approach this all these reader people overbearing in their culture everything they doing it contribute to the slowness throw your body in a sculpture, bend you back over crack that papier-mâché rap, late with the straight hat the brim is too subliminal simple atypical syllables, non-stereotypical check material, empirical visible serial digital son, i’m being literal heavy sinking in the swimming pool individuals on the hunt for different criminals but i ain’t either, escape past the bleachers where the lawn be, brought a car key i’m avoiding the alarming, now it’s fucking morning so i’m stuck in bed who the hell am i lying to? something i decided to, private pools of undeniable color red who the fuck is in my head? i’ll spit real shit for mad minutes to prove it can he pop off or will he always lose it? who’s the one who choose this bloody confusion? my box checked confucius, mess with their heads walking out after free bread me knees red they seem dead, peaking for scene head directly to that green shed, that’s that lawn house we fawn bout, never all out collect the sprouts in amounts that you scared of my plan cus, live that life you read the flares of artificial channels, studio chilling with my plus one blunt split and the guts gone white owl and some substance self prescribed instructions i’m in the grass, careful of a snake bit help take hits can’t flex but it’s apparent, son we came from different parents i’m in the incorrect edifice, proof is in the sentences, fake bliss be the nemesis pencil in my benefits on present premises message my vessel wreckages questions is blemished with the weapon lesson of their own son what your thought is? cautious? honest with your conscience? not in a dream catcher, without stature got a chapter of total rapture, can’t climb any faster i’m after life post-superfluous, the worthlessness is hurting it blood thinning like the curtain split front row observing it certainly burdened like no other person is that’s pretty fucking haunting, oh his thoughts are daunting tremor taunting, scream down when he drowns from inner function out introduction, do you come here often? every fucking night b, tell me what the sights be can you imagine, anecdote might be pseudo-alladin watching keys get teethed underneath the cabin heavy dark ground surround me till i follow it acknowledge drama risks while you undergo astonishment
9.
too safe room shake moon make my mood ache back of my nightmare you kept a seat saved engaged happening scrape claws scratching then makeshift, late hits, braised lip watch me bleed then watch me bleed then soaked through the button up officer addressing stuff reaching for the forearm, scored on pictures to record on let me fix up your life nothing but trouble let me fix up your life lucki like im laughing at alternating tracking pads micron maniac in black watch me seek cream-eyed, pre-hide i’m knee high in hot grease from the deep fry it seems i try slower ativan mower stop motion it’s colder than the drunk bus sitting in the front cause i’m reeling feeling like the opposite how is it this dominant? blind night deaf rides under red skies you, you, you can dream forever and you, you will not remember who i was you, you, you can dream forever and you, you will not remember who i was you, you, you can dream forever can dream forever can dream forever
10.
ben julius i cannot print another carbon copy i took a dive off the dock before they caught me, i been waist deep on some other shit too so if you say that i’m the illest you must’ve just caught the flu and the bus stops to drop a new edition of the shit I been spittin, i’m awful cool but i shouldn’t have forgotten it’d have never been a problem if you couldn’t have been so solid, if you wouldn’t have told the truth if you wouldn’t have been so rude, nah i’m coming from another dimension, the intervention the restitution of the truth something new and i’d have run for miles if you could train to be blue and i’d have never learned what they taught at the school you could not imagine to lose one, at the spot that you boost from when the kids that you knew took to the house with the loot mix the ginger ale with the juice then make it sound a little different it’s a distortion of the view have you ever felt what happens when you lost it? i topspin objects, and i celebrate with the prophets but stop it, i’m a ray of light, you could say that i’m spot-lit but that’s a different topic, i got a million points of view heat keeps burning don’t go outside, heat keeps burning don’t go outside heat keeps burning, burning, burning heat keeps burning don’t go outside, heat keeps burning don’t go outside heat keeps burning, don’t go outside… grosser say they suggest that it’s time for me to let ‘em in disclosing all my secrets like an interview with letterman they tell their friends they understand feelings, had content, nonsense how simple is the progress? i don’t know i just hide behind on open door, in the crevice where no one else sees me, seems easy but fuck it have you ever seen what happens from this nonsense? i mean, do you know what happens when you lost it? don’t be fucking silly i don’t ask it willy nilly shits enough to kill me but only if im feeling willing, like you ever had fucking calls to your phone from a person you ain’t know asking if you home alone and if you was aight and if you need advice, like fuck it this my life, hang up and neck the sky in detectible awareness, split mixed i’m fixed on the motherfucking hairless lay witness and blare this, got some incredible handprints he ran this, damn then, you coulda seen me in my horoscope introducing four of those, made up intellect, i disrespect thinking on a spectrum, makes sense when you hold the brain for ransom body asking for the loot, holding cuts in your shoes feet was raw and marked up since nails was dogs and barked up looks like it’s time to spark up blow out, exhale, marking up dust, thoughts is something i don’t trust only cause i can’t let me rant, makes sense if i pant that’s the fucking plan: use strategies they mad at me for skipping on audacity and classes preaching blasphemy my gas is free, actually, critics be surrounding me gotta fake it till the day up, hit me and i say stuff in and out of strange gloves biting out my cage son, homies know i’m day one heat keeps burning don’t go outside, heat keeps burning don’t go outside heat keeps burning don’t go outside, heat keeps burning don’t go outside heat keeps burning, burning, burning tr3y roll me up a blunt just to relieve the stress when everybody a rapper but you still feel like you the best and if you don’t come correct you could get checked like a test i put a gun to your breast and remove flesh i tell them that i’m a mess as i pass the blunt to the left hand rush to your neck, i hope you can hold your breath i’m the only atheist that’s still preaching it’s hard living life when you feel like you are a demon and it’s time for a feeding, the pain inside you is pleasing but dog i’m sick as diseases, i been this way since a fetus i ain’t scared to die but be damned if my mama grieving and i turn into a monster when i enter some arenas this the tale of a kid who ain’t never have a lot people tell me i’m a caged lion with a padded lock class clown my whole life behind the mic is when that laughter stops and boy i’m on your top three, i better not have no average spot oh my god somebody tell me what is happening everybody want to be black but scared to be african it’s damaging when i randomly start rambling all of this insanity don’t mind me, i just got mad again
11.
hear the chants of a thousand men flexing but i’m fearing them keep the moon from sleeping my whole life could barely breathe it in face inside the concrete, flood my black balance race to find the off beat, had so many talents mama told me ‘fake it ‘fore you make it’ so i smoke my crop had the chance to take it, lying naked, second guessed my thoughts walking lost, robbie frost, coffin box, dosing off watch me split that chain link find out what my brain think find out what my brain think tell me what my, find out what my brain think tell me what my, find out what my locking up the stink, never blink, got the mismatch no flash, got the pig’s badge on dispatch dish that, running through the lane on speed blast need that, never been the same since seed grass cutting while i contemplate, hard to see and concentrate doctor want to nominate, fuck that shit don’t compensate caps with wack ingredients, pill popping over medians bohemians, feeding deviants to gain obedience boy be diagnosing as i’m coasting over oceans read to learn it well, pack the scale then french inhale, never fails flipping ‘em fun, whiter than some jump for release like both my feet stung one with the scum, screaming in tongues needing some air, can’t breathe through my lungs tell me relax, search for the facts steal from the rich got the capital tax head on an axe, slip through the cracks edge of the cliff but i’m bringing it back rip spit that cryptic, i’m fucking up the picnic my biggest critic say my shit be way too rhythmic i’m futuristic, can’t mimic, spitting mythic specific and descriptive, my flow burns that shits acidic a basic fix, check my wrist, swing and miss then fade to bliss active with my tactics, i got fabric for a classic sticking on the pearl, bumping earl, with my college girl mind fucking full of the pastors never heard so many bastards
12.
watch time move still but not for me, like (not for me, not for me) understand life at hand just enough to seem like (enough to seem like, enough to seem) watch time move still but not for me, like (not for me, not for me) understand life at hand no show at dinner yet i’m so slow on internet got a low glow on my silhouette so i smoke blunts like cigarettes my whole nose straight in her vest can’t move, my vans screwed bird food if they pecking at me bleeding out, that question catch me don’t check the fact sheet i text her fastly, pen lies for black sheep watch time move still but not for me, like (not for me, not for me) understand life at hand just enough to seem like (enough to seem like, enough to seem) watch time move still but not for me, like (not for me, not for me) understand life at hand just enough to seem like (enough to seem like, enough to seem like) learn from me, put in work with some urgency counteract insurgencies accusing me of perjury a nervous being, i lurk into circles deservedly absurdity, when they claim that i’m rapping hyperboles deserve to be perfectly quoted silent but focused i crave be homeless i’m flooded with locust the biblical poet the lowest of moments, this broken hypnosis (i’m frozen) shooting like a nikon, nikes on sounding like my fight song, lights on violent with the right arm knight not a pawn, no flight for the swan salute when i’m gone, you think but you wrong watch time move still but not for me, like (not for me, not for me) understand life at hand just enough to seem like (enough to seem like, enough to seem) watch time move still be not for me, like (not for me, not for me) understand life at hand just enough to seem like (enough to seem like, enough to seem like)

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released February 19, 2016

produced/engineered/mixed/mastered by Michael Saladis

tracks 3,4,7,9 co-produced by AMG

additional vocals on track 12 by Piper Browne

executive producers - AMG & Michael Saladis

cover photography - Ben Davis







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